暇つぶし

   My sister always has an aspiration to ascend to the 'higher hierarchy', but doesn't know how to. She sometimes grumbles she must have been able to stay 'more higher status'. This chasm between her real life and the aspiration to the 'higher hierarchy' drives her to nag at her miserable husband. To tell the truth, 'the victim' used to be me, until she got married. The spouse is truly a deliverer for me, having emancipated me from my sibling. Yes, he is the deliverer. This is the way she always uses; she pays the maximum effort to give an impression, especially to those whom she meets for the first time, as best positive as they are assured she is totally an amicable and friendly person. This strategy, though, always fails at the end. This is only because she herself reveals that she is remote from such a character that she made them believe she were to be. Then, she is forced to leave the colony she cultivated. And, she visits the new field and does the same thing from scratch. This is just why she cannot ascend to the higher, ever, hierarchy, simply and strongly misunderstanding as if she knew 'the broader world' than her younger brother !